Day 7

Didn't shred yesterday. Was too bloody tired from work to be honest. Just did day 7 before writing this. Used the hand weights with it for the first time, sweated a bucket load more than normal. Think my arms are going to be stuffed tomorrow!

Day 5 and 6

Getting stronger every day.

I  bought some 1.5kg weights to use, as in the routine the people actually have them and I've been doing them without the weights so far. Nervous it's going to get a shit load harder now!

Day 4

My leg muscles aren't killing me quite so bad today.
I feel like I pushed myself harder in the exercises too, like trying not to stop before that bitch Jillian says so. Only stopped two or three times today, which is a huge improvement from day one which involved a lot of stopping to die for a moment because I have the strength and endurance of a ladybug.
I don't know if my physical performance is getting better of my brain knows I can go harder therefore I am? Chicken or egg type mind-fuck going on here.
Getting pretty sick of the background music, it's kinda porno. I'd mute the whole thing and play other music but I need to hear when she says stop while I'm busting my foofoo on the ground doing push ups or sit ups not looking at my laptop on the bench and so on

Day 2 and 3

Going strong.

But..... my legs are screaming at me! The muscles in my thighs and calves are buggered.
As far as doing the exercises goes I think I'm getting stronger with enduring the cardio and able to dig deeper in doing the strength moves. I need to buy some hand weights though as some of the moves use them and I want to make the most of it while I'm still building up my strength at level 1.

Day 1

First of 30 in a row workouts.
Not as horrid as I'd imagined, I'm more concerned about how I'll feel tomorrow and having to do it again but with sore muscles.

I just don't wanna be fat any more, is that so much to ask baby Jesus?
To be a boring old size 12 and not feel rolly, bloated, and muffin-top(ish) is all I ask for!
Give me the strength to do all 30 days in a row and not eat shit. I need the willpower!

30 Day Shred

Gettting fat again. Crap.

Going to start the Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred exercise programme tomorrow. Absolutely shitting myself about it but the pain of the exercises, but the results outweigh being fat again and everything that goes with it by about 2 trillion.

The next 30 days is going to be fucking awful in the most optimistic way fucking awful can be.

Good luck to me.