Addiction

I think about food ALL THE TIME. Like an addict.
I understand not to restrict myself, for example having a liiiiiitle bit of cake (Alex's lovely little nana made us a fucking cake, exactly what I need haha) so I don't go apeshit thinking about it.
But tonight I nearly went back for more but managed to stop myself.
As I went to get more cake, which would have very likely lead to a night spent eating cake, I had a light-bulb moment. If I know what the cake tastes like already because I just had some, why do I need to have any more? It's not like I'm hungry so why eat more?
Why didn't I think of this earlier!

I'm a bad binge eater, I'll be the first to admit that. And clearly I put on weight easily. Flippin' genetics and metabolism and bad eating habits.
I tend to have a little bit then think ohhhhh go on then I'll have some more.
Even if I don't loose much weight in the near future I need to take control of the boredom eating I tend to do.

My friend Amber, who is a little winky at only like 5 feet tall has been loosing weight lately and looks so babing. I'm very jealous. She weighs only like 55 kilos so weight loss is obvious on her. She looks happy.